Being rejected for another time, I decided to drink myself away tonight...so I might forget about the pains of love and hate. Thanks to Phil I'm gonna get a blackout tonight...well at least I'm trying it.

"Well I'm tired, so tired of getting up and wasting another day
I wish the picture on the wall would still say it all
But now yesterday is so far away
And I would give anything, say anything
To keep it all like it was
But you just throw it all away"