Sitting in front of the TV and looking for any sense in this modern world, I ask myself how things ended up like this...allthough there's nothing terribly new about my life I'm feeling more sad every day...feels like there's a big black hole inside of me, swallowing all new experiences and feelings...

"I'm sick of endings
I'm done pretending
I just want you back to normal
I think you don't know just how you feel
And every time you think of me
Remember how things used to be not long ago"