So it's time again for another entry...
I've taken a chance and lost again...She said she wants it to be normal, but it can never be the same again unless you give back my heart. I'm sick of asking you about your feelings and getting nothing back but a sigh. So you are ok? Than leave me alone. It's not that I hate you, I'm just sick of your games. You want to play with someones heart? Than take another one but mine. I'll never ask you again if you may want me back. I'm looking forward for something new. And if there will be a day, when you come back to me and ask me for a new beginning...I think you have to change some things about yourself...and I'm not so sure that you really can.

So long and thanks for all the socks...(what a personal present)

"Behind your sealed eyes you miss
All that I've done for you
Will you catch me when I run?

If timing play evident
What will you say when you're late?

Stay with me and fall asleep
Pray to God for no bad dreams

Here... I'm still waiting here,
my dear
For one kiss from you
So here... I'm still waiting here, my dear
To kill all of you"